Its true....Hes my love...and im happy its for all ETERNITY!!!

I cant express how much I love being a mom! Its true that being a mother is the most rewarding job! Its also can be hard at times but for me I have LOVED every minute of it!! Noah has changed me in so many way and has helped me become a better mom and person! My love for him was instant! I remember when I had my c-section and I couldn't see him at first but I heard him cry and it was the best sound in the world!! My heart jumps, hops, skips, and warms when I think about it! Its a cry like any other and I can still hear it in my head when I think about it! He is the most amazing kid in the world and has surprised me every day with something new he says or does! I'm so happy that he is mine for all eternity!! I love you Noah Bird!!

Hospitals stink....

My sweet bug was not doing well in august :( Noah got sick and started having seizures. For anyone who has experienced this knows how miserable it is! I felt so awful and like a horrible mother that this had happened to my baby! It was so scary and not fun at all! The first time it happened to us NOah had two seizures one after another. I was so scared and did not know what to do so we ended up calling 911. They ended up taking him to the hospital and we had no help from doctors there just a 6 hour wait!!! The next morning Noah saw his sweet doctor and said Noah had a vi ruse that caused his temp to sore high very quickly and that's what had caused him to seize. He started to do much better and then a week later was back to being sick. He had another seizure and was not getting any better so the doctor had us bring him in again. He was admitted and thank the high Heavens has not been sick since then!! He is doing so much better and is a happy little boy again!!
Im not sure who this baby is but I can promise this is not how my sweet boy acts!!


Napping on daddy!! I love these two!


The next day and pumped with tons of fluid later....


Wanting to escape after starting to feel better


The thing he does best...play with toys!!


His favorite past time...playing with daddy!!




Saying mmmmhhhmmm after taking a bite of pizza!! The doctor brought him some after he found out it was his favorite food!!

Everything is better with JUICE!

I let Noah have juice for the first time at the begining of august! He loved it and I had to take the bottle away so he would eat dinner that night! My baby is growing and changing and I just cant believe it!!

I love the Gospel

Last night I went to our Relief Society activity at church. It was about parenting, grand parenting, & strengthening families. I love the advice I get when I attend church activities especially when I feel its aimed at me! I have been struggling with Noah lately, he is getting bigger and changing, growing, and becoming very independent! I love him so much and to be honest the struggles had nothing to do with him. It was me. I felt that I was a horrible mother and that everyone else raised kids perfectly or did things so much better then I did. Then last night I realized it was not just me!! A sweet sister who is a single mom of 2 opened my eyes and I felt her testimony helped me grow! This sister is so amazing and she never complains about life's situations. She always has a smile on her face and her kids are the sweetest kids! She talked a bit about parenting and how dear it was to her heart and shared a video that was made by the church. I went and looked up the talk and read it that night.("Because she is a mother" by Elder Jeffrey R. Holland) I had to stop several times so I could brush the tears from my eyes to keep on reading. I felt as if the talk was written for me. I love feelings and moments like this. They are moments when I feel my Heavenly Father picking me up dusting me off and saying "I love you so very much, I am here with you every step of the way, so lets keep going!" I'm so grateful for this lesson I learned and I'm so very grateful for the Gospel. I love the knowledge I have that im not doing this alone. That I may be imperfect but with faith and Heavenly Father by my side he can help me to become the perfect me!
I love you Noah!